This Vicious Cycle

Are you tired of hearing everything i have to say, do I bore you, life seems to be just a fucking play, hold down the law, but this is up my alley kinda like my forte, if I would’ve known about your little game, I wouldn’t be playing with you, damn this is lame, let’s fortify the two, and let you take the blame, I nodded and waved asking how life be, you stood there in a terror, screaming at deaths knee, I can’t take you no where, not even to the beach, damn life’s a bitch now wouldn’t you agree, now hold up, you’re sure you would agree, don’t you smile everyday, feeling like life is just a breeze, you know you don’t have to lie, I can hold a secret or three, oh you don’t trust me, that’s fine, forgive or forget, it doesn’t really matter, disagree whose dead, surely climbs the ladder, drown in self pity, just being dealt witty, hope I need a pelt, hit me, don’t be afraid pretty, feelings we all have felt, breaking down the front line, being disposed in due time, I almost forgot my belt, to hold my weight high, couldn’t have made it here, I always had my nine, next to my tears, as I cried myself asleep, this vicious cycle always returns he to me, I never wanted this, is this who I’m supposed to be, ashamed of who I am, as I light this fucking tree

Now stop breathing,

I can’t even hold my breath,

Now keep bleeding,

The knife is to dull to cut again,

Just fucking die seeing,

Life is to short my friend,

Hopefully he’ll start pleading,

Just to see the end

Now your dream is reality, opening up your scars, bleeding out your heart, don’t you leave, cause we about to start, hold still, we are about to carve, into your soul and brain, don’t see how you made it this far, broke in home of endless nightmares, choke in a hold from their stares, only thing you climb, is tight stairs, behold the believer of high chairs, now look back, what do you see, don’t you see the past, now be honest with me, don’t hold back, no body likes a liar who can breathe

Now stop breathing,

I can’t even hold my breath,

Now keep bleeding,

The knife is to dull to cut again,

Just fucking die seeing,

Life is to short my friend,

Hopefully he’ll start pleading,

Just to see the end

Now stop breathing,

I can’t even hold my breath,

Now keep bleeding,

The knife is to dull to cut again,

Just fucking die seeing,

Life is to short my friend,

Hopefully he’ll start pleading,

Just to see the end