[INTRO – LO-FI GUITAR LOOP + SLOW RAP]
(quiet, broken flow)
I don’t sleep, I just reload
He’s in my ear when I’m alone
Whispers sweet like cyanide
Tells me I was born to die
[VERSE 1 – EMO RAP / GUITAR RIFF STARTS BUILDING]
Devil hit me up like “yo, we tight?”
I said “nah”, but he knew I might
I got demons in the group chat
Telling me to lose that
Hope I had—like where’s it at?
Every “you got this” starts to rot
Every mirror says “you’re not”
I scream in the shower, bleed in the booth
Can’t tell fiction from the truth
[PRE-CHORUS – SINGING W/ POP PUNK ENERGY]
🎵 I’m fighting myself with a voice not mine
Wanna be saved but I cross the line
I built this hell with my own two hands
And now I can’t stand… who I am 🎵
[CHORUS – FULL INSTRUMENTAL EXPLOSION + SCREAMING]
🎵 Devil’s in my DMs again
Says “you’re weak,” says “you’ll never win”
Demons got my head on spin
All my thoughts got razor skin
🎤 (screamed)
I DON’T WANNA FEEL THIS!
I DON’T WANNA NEED THIS!
Get out my head—
BUT I’M THE ONE WHO FEEDS THIS!
🎵 Devil’s in my DMs again
And maybe I hit send… 🎵
[VERSE 2 – FAST RAP / DRUMS DRIVING HARD]
He said, “You’re made for pain, embrace the fire”
I laughed, said “same, I’m just tired”
All these meds just hush the sound
But deep inside, I still drown
Fake smile, stitched with wire
Heart’s a wreck, soul’s expired
I don’t vent, I implode
Every thought’s a freakin’ code
[BRIDGE – HALF SUNG / HALF SCREAMED]
🎵 I wrote love songs with gasoline
Tried to be pure but I’m never clean 🎵
🎤 (screamed)
I CAN’T PRAY WHEN I’M THE SIN
LOCKED MYSELF—CAN’T LET ME IN!
[FINAL CHORUS – FULL BLEND OF STYLES]
🎵 Devil’s in my DMs again
Says “you’re fake,” says “you’ll pretend”
Demons throwing parties in my skin
Every breath feels paper-thin
🎤 (screamed)
I’M NOT OKAY!
AND I MIGHT STAY THAT WAY!
TELL THE DEVIL—
I’M NOT HIS TO BREAK!
🎵 Devil’s in my DMs again…
But this time I won’t hit send. 🎵
[OUTRO – STRIPPED GUITAR + FAINT WHISPER RAP]
You can scream, you can pray
But sometimes the voice won’t go away
So I write it down in blood and pen
And try to start again…
WhiteRhino
