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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Laugh in the mirror
Teeth feel sharp
Jawline shaking
Hands on my heart
Phone full of smiles
Head full of static
One wrong word
I turn volcanic
Bite my tongue
Taste rust, taste sugar
Every little joke
Feels like a trigger
I wanna forgive
I wanna explode
Both feet planted
In the middle of the road
[Chorus]
I’m stuck in the crack of a grin and a scream
Split my smile, tear the seams
Half of me soft, half gasoline
I don’t know which side I believe
Do I let it go, do I burn it all down
Halo crooked on a rusted crown
Laugh or break, I can’t choose
Happiness or anger, I’m bound to lose
[Verse 2]
Friends say “chill”
I say “sure”
Thumbs type peace
My chest wants war
Scroll through pictures
We look so fine
But I remember
Every crossed line
I bury the fire
Under bright small talk
But it claws my ribs
Every tick of the clock
Smile like armor
Eyes like a blade
Light and the dark
Sharing one face
[Chorus]
I’m stuck in the crack of a grin and a scream
Split my smile, tear the seams
Half of me soft, half gasoline
I don’t know which side I believe
Do I let it go, do I burn it all down
Halo crooked on a rusted crown
Laugh or break, I can’t choose
Happiness or anger, I’m bound to lose
[Bridge]
Maybe both are real
Maybe that’s my truth (my truth)
Golden cage of calm
Bars of brutal proof
If I choose rage
I torch what I need
If I choose joy
I choke on the bleed
[Chorus]
I’m stuck in the crack of a grin and a scream
Split my smile, tear the seams
Half of me soft, half gasoline
I don’t know which side I believe
Do I let it go, do I burn it all down
Halo crooked on a rusted crown
Laugh or break, I can’t choose
Happiness or anger, I’m bound to lose
Details
GeneratedFeb 15, 2026
Duration3:02
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Metal-trap hybrid with distorted 808s and snarling sub bass, male vocals. Verses ride a half-time trap groove under detuned synths and palm-muted guitars, vocals switching between tight, rhythmic rap and guttural growls. Chorus widens into melodic, anthemic hooks with layered harmonies and open chords; kicks hit like gut punches, bass swells under held notes. Occasional cinematic risers and glitchy stops heighten the push-pull between rage and fragile joy., metal
Credits
Prompt by
evoman
evomanModelAria v5
Prompt
A song about being stuck between happiness and anger not knowing which side I should choose. Metal trap synth verses with melodic chorus heavy 808s with sub bass
