(Intro – Emo Rap, soft beat with guitar)
Yeah…
Why the hell do I feel like this?
Why do I miss the pain you give?
(Verse 1 – Emo Rap)
I see your name, and my chest gets tight,
Ain’t talked in days but we still fight.
You haunt my dreams, then text “I’m fine,”
I know you’re lyin’ — and so am I.
Told my friends, “I’m done this time,”
But you show up and I press rewind.
Love’s a drug and I’m off that script,
But I’d still take every hit from your lips.
(Pre-Chorus – Pop-Punk vocals)
You break me down and build me up,
Say “I’m yours” then call my bluff.
Why the hell can’t I escape you?
Even in my peace, I crave you…
(Chorus – Screamed + sung blend)
🎤 WHY, WHY, WHY WOULD I HATE YOU?!
🎤 WHY, WHY, WHY DO I NEED YOU?!
💔 YOU DRIVE, DRIVE, DRIVE ME INSANE!
Still I run right back through the flame.
🎤 WHY, WHY, WHY CAN’T I SHAKE YOU?!
🎤 WHY, WHY, WHY DO I BREAK THROUGH
💔 JUST TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH AGAIN?!
I must be sick in the head…
(Verse 2 – Emo Rap)
You show up with that same old smile,
Lipstick lies and heartbreak style.
Said you’d change — swear you did,
But pain feels like home when you’re a kid.
I cut you off, you cut me deep,
We kiss, then scream, then lose more sleep.
My heart’s on fire, but I don’t move,
Guess pain’s the only thing I prove.
(Breakdown – Screamo)
🩸 YOU’RE THE CHAOS IN MY CALM,
🩸 THE POISON IN MY PALM.
🩸 I DRINK YOU DOWN, I LET YOU WIN —
🩸 ’CAUSE LOSIN’ YOU FEELS WORSE THAN SIN!
(Final Chorus – Full blend, more intense)
🎤 WHY, WHY, WHY WOULD I HATE YOU?!
🎤 WHY, WHY, WHY DO I NEED YOU?!
💔 YOU DRIVE, DRIVE, DRIVE ME INSANE!
But I’m addicted to the pain.
🎤 WHY, WHY, WHY WOULD I SAVE ME?!
🎤 WHEN YOUR LOVE STILL BREAKS ME?!
💔 I’D RATHER BURN THAN WALK AWAY…
‘Cause hurtin’ with you feels better than safe.
(Outro – Whispered emo rap)
Why would I hate you?
Why would I need you?
Why do I feel so alive…
Every time you leave me bleeding?
WhiteRhino
