MINE

I knew I had it somewhere 
Though it’s temporarily lost…
Been searching, unrelenting
Regardless of the cost. 
I disassembled every room. 
Flipped the mattress off the bed…
Read my intimate daily journals
Auditing my head.
Although I only found it 
Rather late in life, 
I sidestepped negativity 
And learn to conquer strife.
It multiplied my confidence! 
Made me creative and unique!
Healed wounds that seem to linger…
Kept my heart from being weak.
My voice found open channels
Radiating spirit, warmth and wit.
Without fear, I spoke what's on my mind 
Eager to squabble for a bit. 
Laughter oozed my every pore -
Suppressing more somber ideas. 
Positivity builds on a positive aura
Passion ardently heals.
It couldn’t have possibly wandered
Awfully far away. 
I’ve kept it with me daily –
Long before today. 
I’ll continue searching corners
Of my heart, soul and mind…
I’ll push forward, fully committed
Until I ultimately find…
My VALUE

rock