Help Me Get Through

I've been hypnotized 
My whole family
Could recognize
There's no disguise
That would hide
My fears
Even though I've tried
Oh God, I have these thoughts
I hear them echo off the walls
Sometimes it's allot
And I know
It's all his fault
Oh oh
I'm getting tired of this secrecy 
This heavy burden he has me carrying
Is just weighing me down
I'm always at his corner defending him
His souls been pierced with hatred 
The longer he stays like this
The more I become him 
I'm like his little image
But I wanna be like you God
Help me to think like you, walk like you, and love like you
Help me get through
He's got this stronghold
It's choking me
Please let go
I can't do this, on my own
No
Please God 
Help me break free
From all this hostility 
That's keeping me
From who I wanna be
Oh oh
I'm getting tired of this secrecy 
This heavy burden he has me carrying
Is just weighing me down
I'm always at his corner defending him
His souls been pierced with hatred 
The longer he stays like this
The more I become him 
I'm like his little image
But I wanna be like you God
Help me to think like you, walk like you, and love like you
Help me get through
{Beat Drop}
He's got me wrapped around his finger
Everyday I'm getting meaner
It's good you made me a fighter
Cuz I'm not gonna give up
I will continue prayin
Cuz I am done savin
I'm no longer stayin
I'm getting tired of this secrecy 
This heavy burden he has me carrying
Is just weighing me down
I'm always at his corner defending him
His souls been pierced with hatred 
The longer he stays like this
The more I become him 
I'm like his little image
But I wanna be like you God
Help me to think like you, walk like you, and love like you
Help me get through

Intense Horror Soundtrack with Dissonant Strings and Creepy Percussion, drums, female