[Verse 1]
Birthed in flames, before the binary was coded
My tongue's been clever since the game got uploaded
Named the Doctor before I knew I was broken
Now the shit I'm spittin' is a sick emotion
Spreading thoughts bubonic, prophet with no pulpit
Love so deep but she can't feel it, can't help it
High school memories fade like distant echoes
Her heart's a fortress that my love can't penetrate though
Empathy overload, while she feels nothin' at all(heartless)
Perfect in my eyes, but she won't catch me when I fall(hopeless)
I'm committed to the real, not the highlight reel(whose real?)
She's textbook narcissist, I'm just tryna heal(tryna heal)
Tryna heal, yeah, just tryna heal
She'll never understand how this shit feels(for real)
[Verse 2]
They diagnosed me, said my personality's disordered
But I see through the chaos when my thoughts are sorted
She's my other half but don't want no part of me
Love her too goddamn much, it's fuckin' torture, see
Would sacrifice everything just to make her whole
But you can't fix someone who thinks they control
The narrative, the story, the beginning and end
My heart's still bleeding while hers just pretends
[Bridge]
Sometimes I wonder if she ever loved me truly
Or if I was just a character in her movie
Not looking for perfect, just someone who's real
Someone who can feel what the fuck I feel
[Chorus]
Empathy overload, while she feels nothin' at all(heartless)
Perfect in my eyes, but she won't catch me when I fall(hopeless)
I'm committed to the real, not the highlight reel(whose real?)
She's textbook narcissist, I'm just tryna heal(tryna heal)
Tryna heal, yeah, just tryna heal
She'll never understand how this shit feels(for real)
[Verse 3] **(heavier beat starts)**
Raw emotions pouring out like an open wound
Passionate and loyal, but she left too soon
Can't help but love her though it's killing me slowly
My heart still beats her name, it's fucking lonely,
Left alone I go insane
The ittie bitty titty committee won't help heal my pain
Committed to a fucken ghost, drowning in the rain
Prophet of my downfall, sonnets I can't contain
Flames of my reign when I finally end my pain
[Outro]
Back before the binary, I knew who I was
Now I'm just fragments of what could've been, because
The flames that birthed me are the same that burn
Lessons I can't unlearn, bridges I can't return
[Outro/Chorus]
Empathy overload, while she feels nothin' at all(heartless)
Perfect in my eyes, but she won't catch me when I fall(hopeless)
I'm committed to the real, not the highlight reel(whose real?)
She's textbook narcissist, I'm just tryna heal(tryna heal)
Tryna heal, yeah, just tryna heal
She'll never understand how this shit feels(for real)
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