##Voice: WorldPatternz##
Sometimes I wish I could just stay asleep man
## Hook:
Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way
Depression creeping in, stealing my day
Mom deserves better than the pain I bring
But my mind's at war and I can't find peace
Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way
Borderline got me lost in the maze
Trying to break free from this mental cage
But the darkness follows me page by page
## Verse 1:
Woke up this morning with that weight on my chest
Don't even know why I'm feeling so stressed
BPD got me spinning, emotions all twisted
Mom's trying to help but I keep being distant
She's my rock, she's my anchor, she's all that I got
But when I'm hurting I push her away and it's not
What I want, what I mean, now I'm stuck in regret
Spiral deeper down, haven't climbed out yet
## Hook:
Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way
Depression creeping in, stealing my day
Mom deserves better than the pain I bring
But my mind's at war and I can't find peace
Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way
Borderline got me lost in the maze
Trying to break free from this mental cage
But the darkness follows me page by page
## Verse 2:
CPS case got my mind all tangled
Past relationships left me mangled
Thoughts consuming every breath I take
Clear my head but for heaven's sake
Used to find relief in natural healing
Mushrooms showed me what real peace was feeling
But there's another demon that I fight
Crystal whispers calling in the night
Don't wanna relapse, don't wanna fall
Back to that poison that destroyed it all
But some days depression consumes it all
Fighting battles that nobody sees
Praying one day I'll find inner peace
## Bridge:
Mom, I'm sorry for the storms I bring
You deserve flowers, not this suffering
I see your love even when I'm blind
One day I'll heal, leave the pain behind
## Hook:
yea yea yea
Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way
Depression creeping in, stealing my day
Mom deserves better than the pain I bring
But my mind's at war and I can't find peace
Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way
Borderline got me lost in the maze
Trying to break free from this mental cage
But the darkness follows me page by page
## Outro:
This is my truth, this is my fight
Searching for dawn in the endless night
BPD won't define who I become
My story's not over, it's just begun
WORLDPATTERNZ
