you could never take me down
if I say it then I mean it and I’m standing proud
I’m looking up to God, but I got my demons round
people talking loud
I come around and they don’t make a sound
ain’t it funny how?
they praying for your downfall
but don’t know what you been through
they don’t see your struggles
they don’t know about your issues
past traumas coming back to haunt you they continue
they pick apart your heart like you selling it on a menu
affected by the pain we feel we spread it like a virus
we’re too afraid of being judged
so all we do is hide it
suppress the rage you feel inside will only lead to violence
everybody walking round acting like they’re so righteous
living in dystopia
really we in a crisis
lost souls roaming these streets
they look lifeless
you can’t even see a glimpse of hope inside their iris
why you think they’d have your back
if they spineless?
you want something then go get it
it’s called grindin
life is not easy my brother so quit crying
like 50 said im tryna get rich
or ill die trying
snakes in the grass
gotta watch em they always spyin
I respect the truth
I don’t fuck with people who lyin
walk into a storm
I’m dancing and ride the lightning
searching for the me I used to be I’ll let you know if I find him
yea
the devil loves to tango
wanna make it better learn to dance
I could never be a fucking coward
ima take a stand
I had to curb the ego I had cause it’s all in Gods plan
i was just a lost boy in never land
like where the fuck is Peter Pan?
where was all the love when my parents
divorced?
I used to wish it never happened
but there’s things you can’t force
I used to be afraid of war
but now I’m pared for the course
and if I do not have the keys then ima break in the door
I had to look to the lord
now I’m feeling restored
I gotta mic but I grip it like I’m swinging a sword
I don’t need your validation
or a fucking reward
I got some demons that’s within me that I need to explore
they came alive on that night when I fell to the floor
the heartbreak and the tears and the pain
I felt
had me feeling suicidal like I hate myself
I can’t trust, can’t love cause of lies they tell
I wanna make up to heaven
but we living in hell
I know that I can make it out
gotta climb out the cell
they don’t see how I feel cause I’m hiding it
well