[Verse 1]
Caught your eye in the checkout line
You laughed once
I played it back a hundred times
In my room
In my mirror
I list every flaw I can find
Too big nose
Wrong smile
Bad angles
Bad light
I rehearse a "hey
Want to hang sometime?"
Then I choke on the word
Like it’s stuck in my pride
[Pre-Chorus]
You’re sunlight on a Monday
I’m hiding in a hood
Tell myself a thousand reasons
Why you’d never think I’m good
[Chorus]
I fancy you
But I’m scared of the truth
What if you look straight through me
Like I’m nothing to you
Yeah
I fancy you
More than I’m supposed to
But every time I get closer
I hear that voice in my head say
"I’m too ugly for you"
"I’m too ugly for you"
[Verse 2]
Scroll your page
See your friends
Your life
I tap hearts
Then I backspace every line I write
Got a joke
Got a story
That would maybe make you smile
But my face in the front cam
Makes me feel like a child
I blame the camera
Blame the angle
Blame the light in the sky
Truth is I’m just terrified
You’ll agree with the lies
[Pre-Chorus]
You’re dancing in the doorway
I’m glued to the wall
From here you look like everything
I’m nothing at all
[Chorus]
I fancy you
But I’m scared of the truth
What if you look straight through me
Like I’m nothing to you
Yeah
I fancy you
More than I’m supposed to
But every time I get closer
I hear that voice in my head say
"I’m too ugly for you"
"I’m too ugly for you"
[Bridge]
What if you don’t see my scars
You just see my eyes
What if you don’t count my flaws
You just count my tries
If I walked up
Heart shaking
Would you think I’m brave
Or would you walk away
Tell me
Tell me
[Chorus]