[Verse 1]
They said it on a Tuesday
Coffee going cold in my hand
Your name sat on the table
Like a word I couldn’t understand
I laughed at something stupid
Then the silence hit my chest
How am I supposed to hold you
When I can’t hold all the rest
[Chorus]
I don’t know how to feel
I don’t know where to put this
Tears hide
Heart’s stiff
Staring at the ceiling in your old knit sweater
If I can’t find the right pain
Can I love you any less?
I’m just here
In this unfinished goodbye together
[Verse 2]
You still send me bad emojis
Ask me how to fix your phone
I talk about the weather
Skip the fact you’re almost gone
Some days I want to scream it
Some days I just make the bed
Grief is in the doorway
But it’s fog inside my head
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Maybe feeling nothing
Is just feeling overwhelmed
Maybe love is bigger
Than the words I never tell
So I’ll sit beside your beeping
Fold your shirts
Pour you some tea
If I don’t know how to feel
You can still know what you mean to me
[Chorus]