[Verse 1]
Room feels crowded
But it’s just me
Shadows talking
Like they know what I need
They say
"Why bother?"
In that same old tone
Turn my doubts
Into sharpened stones
I keep scrolling
Just to feel a spark
Every happy face
Just cuts in the dark
They say
"It’s pointless"
Till my chest gets tight
But I’m still here
And that means I fight
[Chorus]
When the voices say I’m nothing
I talk back
I talk back
When they tell me life is over
I hold fast
I hold fast
I’m not a number on a screen
Not just a body that can’t sleep at night
I’m still breathing
Still believing
Some small part of me
Knows I’m worth the fight
[Verse 2]
Cold sink water
On a trembling face
Clock keeps ticking
Like it’s running a race
Can I make it
Through another day?
Hands on the counter
Whisper
"Stay"
Saved those texts
From a friend last year
"Call me anytime"
Still sitting right here
So I hit send
Though it burns my pride
’Cause wanting help
Is wanting to survive
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
You are not the thoughts that hurt you
Not the worst thing that you’ve done
Not the night you almost ended
Every chance to see the sun
You’re the child who kept on drawing
You’re the laugh you can’t recall
You’re the one who’s still not giving
Everything
Everything up at all
[Chorus]