Trying through the fog

Verse 1

I’m trying, even when my mind runs cold

Quiet in the room, but there’s wars in my soul

Clouds in my head got the lights turned gray

Every road I take feels farther away

Walking through a maze with no exit sign

Second guessing every thought in my mind

You and our daughter standing there with love

But I feel disconnected from the life I’m part of

Pre-Chorus

And I hate the way I drift so far

Even when I’m sitting where you are

I’m fighting shadows I can’t explain

Trying to find myself again

Chorus

I’m trying… don’t think I gave up on us

This fog in my head got my soul outta touch

I may go quiet, disappear inside

But I still love you through the storm tonight

And I know you feel me slipping away

Lost in the clouds that keep changing my way

But I’m searching for the light to break through

Trying to find my road back home to you

Verse 2

Some days I feel like I don’t belong

Like I’m the broken note inside our song

Smile on my face but the hurt runs deep

Losing myself while the whole world sleeps

I isolate just so I don’t say words

That leave scars deeper than what you heard

You see the silence, I know it hurts bad

But I’m fighting a battle inside my head

Pre-Chorus 2

And I’m tired of feeling so outta place

Like a stranger standing in my own space

But your love still cuts through the gray

Even when my mind keeps drifting away

Chorus 2

I’m trying to breathe through the weight of this pain

Trying to clear all these storms in my brain

I know I’ve been distant, quiet, and cold

But losing you is my biggest fear to hold

And when the clouds keep hiding the light

You’re the reason I still fight tonight

Even if this maze keeps pulling me down

Your love’s the only thing I’ve found

Rap Verse

Mind racing fast like a storm won’t stop

Trying to climb but I’m stuck at the top

Every bad thought keep pulling me down

Like I’m trapped in the fog and I’m starting to drown

But I look at my daughter, I look at your face

And I know I still got something worth saving

Even if I’m lost in this maze tonight

I’m still reaching for your hand through the dark for the light

People don’t see what goes on in my brain

How I smile outside while I’m hiding the pain

Trying to silence the noise in my soul

Before this darkness takes all control

Bridge

If I could clear these clouds away

You’d finally hear the words I’m scared to say

I’m not running from the life we made

I’m just trying to find myself again

Final Chorus

I’m trying… even when my heart feels numb

Trying to remember who I’ve become

This miserable fog keeps blinding my eyes

But I still see forever when I look in yours tonight

And maybe one day these clouds will break

The maze will open and the fear will fade

Till then I’ll keep fighting through the blue

Trying to find my way back home to you

Outro

Trying…

Still trying…

Through the clouds…

Back to you…