Verse 1
I’m trying, even when my mind runs cold
Quiet in the room, but there’s wars in my soul
Clouds in my head got the lights turned gray
Every road I take feels farther away
Walking through a maze with no exit sign
Second guessing every thought in my mind
You and our daughter standing there with love
But I feel disconnected from the life I’m part of
Pre-Chorus
And I hate the way I drift so far
Even when I’m sitting where you are
I’m fighting shadows I can’t explain
Trying to find myself again
Chorus
I’m trying… don’t think I gave up on us
This fog in my head got my soul outta touch
I may go quiet, disappear inside
But I still love you through the storm tonight
And I know you feel me slipping away
Lost in the clouds that keep changing my way
But I’m searching for the light to break through
Trying to find my road back home to you
Verse 2
Some days I feel like I don’t belong
Like I’m the broken note inside our song
Smile on my face but the hurt runs deep
Losing myself while the whole world sleeps
I isolate just so I don’t say words
That leave scars deeper than what you heard
You see the silence, I know it hurts bad
But I’m fighting a battle inside my head
Pre-Chorus 2
And I’m tired of feeling so outta place
Like a stranger standing in my own space
But your love still cuts through the gray
Even when my mind keeps drifting away
Chorus 2
I’m trying to breathe through the weight of this pain
Trying to clear all these storms in my brain
I know I’ve been distant, quiet, and cold
But losing you is my biggest fear to hold
And when the clouds keep hiding the light
You’re the reason I still fight tonight
Even if this maze keeps pulling me down
Your love’s the only thing I’ve found
Rap Verse
Mind racing fast like a storm won’t stop
Trying to climb but I’m stuck at the top
Every bad thought keep pulling me down
Like I’m trapped in the fog and I’m starting to drown
But I look at my daughter, I look at your face
And I know I still got something worth saving
Even if I’m lost in this maze tonight
I’m still reaching for your hand through the dark for the light
People don’t see what goes on in my brain
How I smile outside while I’m hiding the pain
Trying to silence the noise in my soul
Before this darkness takes all control
Bridge
If I could clear these clouds away
You’d finally hear the words I’m scared to say
I’m not running from the life we made
I’m just trying to find myself again
Final Chorus
I’m trying… even when my heart feels numb
Trying to remember who I’ve become
This miserable fog keeps blinding my eyes
But I still see forever when I look in yours tonight
And maybe one day these clouds will break
The maze will open and the fear will fade
Till then I’ll keep fighting through the blue
Trying to find my way back home to you
Outro
Trying…
Still trying…
Through the clouds…
Back to you…