Sitting in this cell, staring at the wall,
Thinking ‘bout my choices, how I made ‘em all fall.
Missin’ my family, my lil’ one’s face,
Lord, I’m begging you now to give me grace.
I got caught up with the wrong crowd again,
Thought they were real but they weren’t my friends.
Now I see clear through the pain and the shame,
Every time I fall, I call Your name.
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Why’s it so hard to leave my past behind?
Every time I try, the devil’s in my mind.
I’m tired of the cycles, tired of the pain,
Lord, wash my soul clean like the pouring rain.
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Lord, help me change my ways,
I don’t wanna live like this another day.
I’m broken, but I’m trying to heal,
I need Your mercy, I need what’s real.
Lord, help me change my ways,
Guide me through the nights when I lose my faith.
I’m reaching out from these chains I made,
Please, Lord, help me change my ways.
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Time moves slow when you’re locked inside,
Guilt in my chest, tears I can’t hide.
I let down my mama, I let down my crew,
Most of all, Lord, I let down You.
I keep saying next time I’ll walk the line,
But temptation calls, and I press rewind.
I don’t want to be the man I used to be,
Lord, bring out the better side of me.
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Why’s it so hard to leave my past behind?
Every time I try, the old me shines.
I’m tired of falling in the same old ways,
I need Your strength to see brighter days.
(Chorus)
Lord, help me change my ways,
I don’t wanna live like this another day.
I’m broken, but I’m trying to heal,
I need Your mercy, I need what’s real.
Lord, help me change my ways,
Guide me through the nights when I lose my faith.
I’m reaching out from these chains I made,
Please, Lord, help me change my ways.
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When I’m free again, I’ll make things right,
No more running from the truth or the light.
Help me walk proud, help me stand tall,
So I don’t end up behind these walls.
(Final Chorus)
Lord, help me change my ways,
I’m ready to walk where Your love stays.
Lift me up when I fall apart,
Put Your peace deep inside my heart.
Lord, help me change my ways,
I’m done with the pain, done with the games.
From the cell to the cross, I pray,
Please, Lord, help me change my ways.