[Verse 1]
You said you hate a liar
Guess that makes me a fool
Believing every story
Even when it cut me in two
Saw her name on your screen
Fingers shaking
I knew
You grabbed the phone from my hand
Then you put your hands on me too
[Pre-Chorus]
I covered the bruises
With makeup and sleeves
Told all my friends
“It’s not what it seems”
You said you were sorry
Then did it again
I kept on choosing
The pain I was in
[Chorus]
I loved you till my body broke
Till my own reflection choked
On every single “baby
I’m fine”
I loved you till I lost my sound
Till my whisper hit the ground
But I’m done being the reason I cry
You can keep your lies and your lonely crown
I loved you till my voice got loud
[Verse 2]
We’d make up in the kitchen
Your arms around my waist
You’d kiss where you had hurt me
Try to sweeten up the taste
But sugar on a fracture
Never held the bone in place
I learned to walk on eggshells
Just to keep you from my face
[Pre-Chorus]
I’d scroll through your messages
Heart in my throat
You’d see the fear in my eyes
Turn it into a joke
Then rage like a fire
Burning through my skin
I swore I would leave
Then I’d let you back in
[Chorus]
I loved you till my body broke
Till my own reflection choked
On every single “baby
I’m fine”
I loved you till I lost my sound
Till my whisper hit the ground
But I’m done being the reason I cry
You can keep your lies and your lonely crown
I loved you till my voice got loud
[Bridge]
One night I saw my future
In a mirror
Black and blue
Thought
“If I keep on loving you
There’ll be nothing left of me to lose”
So I packed my fear in a suitcase
Left your keys on the couch
You tried to pull me back inside
But this time I screamed it out (no more)
[Chorus]
I loved you till my body broke
Till my own reflection choked
On every single “baby
I’m fine”
I loved you till I lost my sound
Till my whisper hit the ground
Now I’m done being the reason I cry
You can drown in every lie you drown
I loved you till my voice got loud
[Outro]
Now my scars are stories
Not secrets that I hide
I loved you till it almost killed me
Now I love me more than your pride