[Verse 1]
Door slam
Picture frames shake
They’re in the kitchen
Arguing what’s at stake
I’m in my headphones
Curled on the floor
Writing my heart out
Like chalk on a door
[Pre-Chorus]
If I scream on the page
Will anybody hear it?
If I bleed in a song
Will anybody care?
[Chorus]
I feel like a ghost in my own home
Talking so loud in my notebook
But they never know
If I disappear into the noise
Would they even notice?
I’m so tired of being the shadow
Never the voice
[Verse 2]
Lunchroom
Eyes on my hands
They see my scribbles
Say they don’t understand
“Why you so dramatic?
Why you always so intense?”
They laugh at my lyrics
Like my feelings make no sense
[Pre-Chorus]
If I hide in these lines
Am I really hiding?
If I live in a song
Is that still surviving?
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I am not too much
I am not too strange
I am not the problem
They just never changed
[whispered vocals] I’m not invisible
I’m not a mistake
This pen
This piano
Are the proof I’m awake
[Chorus]