Insane

What is it called when you keep making the same mistake over and over. Looking for a different outcome. Look here as I get older. My attitude grows colder. I'm getting really fucking sick of getting fucked over. Look at me laying down on the chopping block. What parts of me will you cut the fuck up. Look at what your revealing. As your dealing .

with the stress. I'm impressed. Keep this one close to your chest. I have not a single fuck left to give. I gave you my best.

Still I'm not good enough.

Your the one who caused the problem. Ran as fast as you could cause you didn't know how to solve them. So now I'm the piece of shit. And your the one who went all in.

What the hell is wrong with you. You took all that I had. thrown it away. A little bit of accountability could go along way. But still I stay. Fight myself on it everyday. I'm still making the same choices and looking for a better outcome. Well I can't complain thoughts of you eating at my brain. I guess it is what it is.

I'm fucking insane.

Time to hit the breaks I'm done with the ride. For better or worse til death do its part. All that is void when you rip out the heart. I did what I could. Shit I didn't even win a goddamn thing. Look I brought fucking everything. You didn't bring shit. Taking with out permission is stealing and there is nothing worse then a liar and a thief. You have taken and stole from me. Then turn around and make it all my fault.

Your the one who caused the problem. Ran as fast as you could cause you didn't know how to solve them. So now I'm the piece of shit. And your the one who went all in.

What the hell is wrong with you. You took all that I had. thrown it away. A little bit of accountability could go along way. But still I stay. Fight myself on it everyday. I'm still making the same choices and looking for a better outcome. Well I can't complain thoughts of you eating at my brain. I guess it is what it is.

I'm fucking insane

Go ahead and take it all. I don't want a fucking thing. All it would do is remind me of you. I'd rather lose my memories. Then watch you take control of the power you hold that had been stolen and not given.

Your the one who caused the problem. Ran as fast as you could cause you didn't know how to solve them. So now I'm the piece of shit. And your the one who went all in.

What the hell is wrong with you. You took all that I had. thrown it away. A little bit of accountability could go along way. But still I stay. Fight myself on it everyday. I'm still making the same choices and looking for a better outcome. Well I can't complain thoughts of you eating at my brain. I guess it is what it is.

I'm fucking insane