(Verse 1)
I’m wondering about this feeling.
The one I call disconnection.
Is it absence?
Or a signal shifting direction?
If something in me is sending
there must be something receiving.
Energy doesn’t disappear.
It reroutes.
It waits.
Maybe I’m not broken.
Maybe I’m tuned somewhere else.
(Pre-Chorus)
Notice how quickly I move to war.
How do I fix it?
How do I stop it?
How do I get back to where I was?
But what if nothing left?
(Chorus - Loop)
Maybe I’m still in the current.
Even when I can’t feel the flow.
Maybe I’m still in the field.
Not lost — just moving slow.
Offline doesn’t mean gone.
Quiet doesn’t mean wrong.
Maybe I’m still in the current
all along.
(Verse 2)
Sometimes the signal thins.
Static, not silence.
Distortion —
not damage.
Bandwidth narrows.
The system recalibrates.
If I fight the interference
I amplify it.
If I identify with it —
my addiction, my failure, my weakness —
it stays.
But it was only passing through.
Just movement in the field.
(Pre-Chorus 2)
When I want to cling — pause.
When I want to run — pause.
Turn inward.
Physically, if I need to.
Wrap my arms around myself.
Feel warmth.
Feel breath.
Stay with the signal
as it shifts.
(Chorus)
Maybe I’m still in the current.
Even in contraction.
Maybe I’m still in the field.
Even in the dissonance.
The same life that moves through clarity
moves through confusion.
Maybe I was never outside it at all.
(Bridge)
I stop scanning for loss.
I let the dial rest
where it lands.
There —
beneath the interference —
something constant.
Low.
Steady.
The receiver isn’t broken.
It’s adjusting.
It’s remembering
what steadiness feels like.
(Final Chorus)
I am still in the current.
Even when it softens.
Still in the field.
Even when it dims.
The signal was never gone.
Only shifting.
And I was learning
how to listen
without fear.
(Final Resolution)
Under the static,
under the fear of losing it,
there is a steadier tone.
Quieter.
Not urgency.
Not proof.
Love —
not as a slogan,
as frequency.
Always transmitting.
Always here.
I was never outside it.
Only tuning.
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