If I could speak to my younger self
I think I'd ask just how she felt
Or ask how she made it thru her own personal hell
Or how could no one ever tell
I was dying on the inside
Just hoping that u might notice this time
But u never had the time
To find my eyes
If pictures tell a story guess I'm lost for words
Cause all I ever do is make it worse
If younger me was still a thing
I hope i see everything how its supposed to be seen
Accept the ones that have left
And appreciate the ones who have stayed
And I don't blame ya if ya walked away
I know I never make It
easy to stay
But hey
Life isn't easy it's not all breezy
I hope that u see me
For who I am
Not who u want me to be
So I'll be gentle it'll only hurt a little
I promise to be quick
I know that we're all homesick
Ohhhh ohhhh ohhhh ohhhh
If younger me saw how resilient I am
Maybe then id understand things man
I feel so pathetic how did I let it get like this
Broken hearts don't cure themselves
I understand how everyone felt
But no one can understand how I felt
I'm always the problem
Well I have a solution
Death brings me comfort
Like no other
It's scary how comfy it can be
But hey
Life isn't easy it's not all breezy
I hope that u see me
For who I am
Not who u want me to be
So I'll be gentle it'll only hurt a little
I promise to be quick
I know that we're all homesick
Don't think young me is worthless
She served her purpose
She painted in lilacs like psychopath
Most call her delusional
But it's not my problem
Cuz I found me
N that's a all younger was doing
Life isn't easy it's not all breezy
I hope that u see me
For who I am
Not who u want me to be
So I'll be gentle it'll only hurt a little
I promise to be quick
I know that we're all homesick