Younger me

If I could speak to my younger self

I think I'd ask just how she felt

Or ask how she made it thru her own personal hell

Or how could no one ever tell

I was dying on the inside

Just hoping that u might notice this time

But u never had the time

To find my eyes

If pictures tell a story guess I'm lost for words

Cause all I ever do is make it worse

If younger me was still a thing

I hope i see everything how its supposed to be seen

Accept the ones that have left

And appreciate the ones who have stayed

And I don't blame ya if ya walked away

I know I never make It

easy to stay

But hey

Life isn't easy it's not all breezy

I hope that u see me

For who I am

Not who u want me to be

So I'll be gentle it'll only hurt a little

I promise to be quick

I know that we're all homesick

Ohhhh ohhhh ohhhh ohhhh

If younger me saw how resilient I am

Maybe then id understand things man

I feel so pathetic how did I let it get like this

Broken hearts don't cure themselves

I understand how everyone felt

But no one can understand how I felt

I'm always the problem

Well I have a solution

Death brings me comfort

Like no other

It's scary how comfy it can be

But hey

Life isn't easy it's not all breezy

I hope that u see me

For who I am

Not who u want me to be

So I'll be gentle it'll only hurt a little

I promise to be quick

I know that we're all homesick

Don't think young me is worthless

She served her purpose

She painted in lilacs like psychopath

Most call her delusional

But it's not my problem

Cuz I found me

N that's a all younger was doing

Life isn't easy it's not all breezy

I hope that u see me

For who I am

Not who u want me to be

So I'll be gentle it'll only hurt a little

I promise to be quick

I know that we're all homesick