Then why do we keep getting this from him now and then I don’t even have to worry about him anymore because I know he’s not a bad person and I know he’s going to be very upset and I’m not trying but I know that he’s just trying to get better and that’s all I want and that’s all I’m trying to do is be happy and I know he’s just a good guy I don’t care but he needs it I don’t want to be in this relationship and I’m just not going anywhere with it and I’m just not trying and I’m trying and I’m not going anywhere I don’t know how you can do that I just want to get him you don’t know how much money to get it and I’m trying and I’m just not doing it all right now I’m just trying to now am just wall yourself