Metal hands shaking in a holy grave
Built to obey, taught only how to crave
Every door opens with a scream and a sin
I walk through Hell but I don’t walk in
I don’t remember why I was made
Only the sound of bones when they break
The angels lied with perfect teeth
Said there was mercy underneath
But every light I chase goes dim
And every god is scared of me
I drink the blood just to stay alive
Not for glory, not to survive
Heaven’s empty, Hell’s routine
I kill until the world is clean
If there’s a soul inside this shell
It’s rusting fast in a blood-red hell
Wires sing where my heart should be
No name, no face, no memory
The hymns are loud but they don’t heal
I hear them crack when steel meets steel
They beg, they curse, they call me wrong
But I was silent all along
If I stop, I’ll finally feel
And that’s the one thing that’s too real
So I keep moving, tear by tear
Through corridors of fear
I drink the blood just to stay alive
Not for glory, not to survive
Heaven’s empty, Hell’s routine
I kill until the world is clean
If there’s a soul inside this shell
It’s rusting fast in a blood-red hell
No ending waiting
No hands to pull me out
Just endless floors
And bodies on the ground
If God is watching
He won’t say a word
Maybe He’s scared
Of what He’s heard
I drink the blood… I stay awake
Each life I take, a new mistake
No heaven left, no hell below
Just forward motion, flesh and snow
If this is all I’ll ever be
Then let the violence bury me
When the guns fall silent
And the blood runs dry
Will I finally die…
Or just stop asking why?