Void Inside

Yeah, woke up feelin' lost again, same old pain

Try to drown it out, but it’s a constant strain

Roll a blunt, hide the noise, yeah, I block the pain

Living in the shadows, tryna find the change

Wishing I could wake up, escape the void inside

Battling these demons, got no place left to hide

Self-hate keeps creepin', can’t seem to push aside

Past mistakes haunt me, they’re the reason I confide

Close my eyes, take a hit, see what I destroy

Fighting with my mind, these demons treat me like a toy

Telling myself I’ll be okay but I can’t hear my voice

Flaws and fears are part of me, they’re my only choice

The harder I try, the more I realize

I’m not that smart, been drownin’ my disguise

Drinkin’ too much, smokin’ more than I should

Head’s been lost, misunderstood, yeah, that’s my mood

Living with these scars, stories left untold

Living in my chaos, tryna find the gold

If I live to tell it, they might call it luck

But if I die now, it’s just that I never gave a fuck

Fighting through the darkness, searching for the light

Battles in my mind keep me awake at night

Trying to stay afloat, but I’m sinking fast

Wanna find my way out of this shadow cast

Maybe one day I’ll break free from this chain

Until then, I’m just numb to the pain

Living in the void, but I’m fighting to survive

Hoping one day I’ll find a reason to thrive