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Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah, woke up feelin' lost again, same old pain
Try to drown it out, but it’s a constant strain
Roll a blunt, hide the noise, yeah, I block the pain
Living in the shadows, tryna find the change
[Verse 1]
Wishing I could wake up, escape the void inside
Battling these demons, got no place left to hide
Self-hate keeps creepin', can’t seem to push aside
Past mistakes haunt me, they’re the reason I confide
[Pre-Chorus]
Close my eyes, take a hit, see what I destroy
Fighting with my mind, these demons treat me like a toy
Telling myself I’ll be okay but I can’t hear my voice
Flaws and fears are part of me, they’re my only choice
[Chorus]
The harder I try, the more I realize
I’m not that smart, been drownin’ my disguise
Drinkin’ too much, smokin’ more than I should
Head’s been lost, misunderstood, yeah, that’s my mood
[Verse 2]
Living with these scars, stories left untold
Living in my chaos, tryna find the gold
If I live to tell it, they might call it luck
But if I die now, it’s just that I never gave a fuck
[Bridge]
Fighting through the darkness, searching for the light
Battles in my mind keep me awake at night
Trying to stay afloat, but I’m sinking fast
Wanna find my way out of this shadow cast
[Outro]
Maybe one day I’ll break free from this chain
Until then, I’m just numb to the pain
Living in the void, but I’m fighting to survive
Hoping one day I’ll find a reason to thrive
Details
GeneratedApr 8, 2026
Duration2:07
LanguageEnglish
Style
Hip-hop/Trap, introspective, raw lyrics, heavy beats, moody atmosphere
Credits
Prompt bywahsquonaikezhik
ModelAria v5.5
