There's nothing let for me to give

You said if tore you apart no honey

They did you say hive you a chance

For what there's nothing of me lift to give

You seemed to of missed my key point snakes a extremely bad rape that yes happened to me

So yeah im the face of abuse for all child and women and if you want me to be a shamed of my life I've had or the things ive gone through honey that's fine you seem to be missing the point blood loss internally icu we're i found out I had to have too pints of blood given they wanted three I regretted it I stood alone as the doctor told me I was bleeding internally I stood alone when he told me I need a emergency hysterectomy which was caused by the damage done to me in that laundromat left lost alone confused I begged I pleaded on my knees for help cried many times in life but nothing hurt worse then kim went and got my oldest and youngest from there days why I was trying to give information to cops who laughed in my face slamed doors and wouldn't listen I can't marry a cop I dont want a man who wont listen when im ready to talk and I let my wall down and unleash all I hold inside and I can't just talk in person when you want me too that's impossible for me after having so many doors slammed time and time again I dont trust any body faces I thought cared hurt me in ways you see only in horror movies iam just not able to give anyone the dates and times or answers I dont even have my own the only question I have is why what did my daughters do to deserve this what did I do yeah I borrowed five hundred dollars from the man I thought was my dad that's truth but it was so I could make a truck payment and the rest was to get me to work Applebee's but kim I've heard shes telling people I sold my daughters and others believe it even you my daughters were and still are my world I just can't do aging and faces you say you knew me but why dont you know that I would never sale my daughter put them with there father yes for safety and I wasn't even the one that gave them to kim that was there father so you see me dying would take away this pain you can't undo it and unfortunately for me I can't make it stop it's just not possible for me to not be strong in others eyes but every day I see a mother with her daughters I come to my place and lay in silence cover my head and tears roll on I get back up yelling at the sky hating life but dont worry I still put on that fake I'm okay smile for all to see I will never let anyone see my pain running down my face again that can't use it against me anymore so no i wont be anyone's forever fore my 3 forever were ripped from my soul and that can't be undone signed a girl you once new i do hope i cleared his name and they one day listen to me cause I tried and it cost me my hole world my 3 daughters