No honey your misinformed

You said it tore you apart no honey

They did you say give you a chance

For what there's nothing of me lift to give

You you seemed to of missed my key points snakes a extremely bad rape that yes happened to me

So yeah im the face of abuse for all children and women and if you want me to be a shamed of my life I've had or the things ive gone through honey that's fine you seem to be missing the point blood lost internally i c u we're i found out I had to have too pints of blood given they wanted three I refused it I stood alone as the doctor told me I was bleeding internally I stood alone when he told me I need a emergency hysterectomy which was caused by the damage done to me in that laundromat left lost alone confused I begged I pleaded on my knees for help cried many times in life but nothing hurt worse then kim went and got my oldest and youngest from there dads why I was trying to give information to cops who laughed in my face slamed doors and wouldn't listen I can't marry a cop I dont want a man who wont listen when im ready to talk and I let my wall down and unleash all I hold inside and I can't just talk in person when you want me too that's impossible for me after having so many doors slammed in my face time and time again I dont trust any body's face I thought cared for me for it was those same faces that hurt me in ways you've only seen in horror movies iam just not able to give anyone the dates and times or answer all the questions I dont even have my own answers the only question I have is why did they do this what did my daughters do to deserve this what did I do yeah I borrowed five hundred dollars from the man I thought was my dad that's true but it was so I could make a truck payment and the rest was to get me to work at Applebee's but kim I've heard is telling people I sold my daughters and others believe it even you my daughters were and still are my world I just can't do aging and faces you say you knew me but why dont you know that I would never sale my daughters i. put them with there father yes for safety and I wasn't even the one that gave them to kim that was there father so you see me dying would take away this pain you can't undo this and unfortunately for me I can't make it stop it's just not possible for me to not be strong in others and every day I see a mother with her daughters I come to my place and lay in silence cover my head and tears roll on I get back up yelling at the sky hating life but dont worry I still put on that fake smile for all to see I will never let anyone see my pain running down my face again that can't happen this way nobody can use it against me so no i wont be anyone's forever fore my 3 stars my daughters makayla Marissa Brooklen were ripped from my soul and that can't be undone signed a girl you once new i do hope i cleared his name and they one day listen to me cause I tried and it cost me my hole world my 3 stars my daughters!