I Don’t Feel You Anymore
Verse 1
You call it honesty when your words cut deep,
Then turn around while I’m the one who can’t sleep.
You say you’ll leave me every time we fight,
Threaten somebody else just to prove you’re right.
You tell me I don’t care, but you never seem to see
How many times I broke myself trying to make you believe.
You say I have no value, say I’m worthless to you,
Say I disgust you, then tomorrow act like none of it was true.
And when I ask for an apology, you look me in my eyes,
Say, “I did nothing wrong,” like my tears are telling lies.
Pre-Chorus
How many times can a heart get broken
By the same mouth saying, “I love you”?
How many wounds can you leave wide open
Then wake up pretending we’re fine?
Chorus
I don’t feel you anymore,
I think you finally broke what I was fighting for.
I used to cry, I used to beg,
Used to wait for you to love me again.
Now I’m standing here so numb,
Wondering what I have become.
I wanted love, affection, something real,
But you taught my heart how not to feel.
I don’t hate you, I’m just tired to my core…
I just don’t feel you anymore.
Verse 2
I’m lonely lying right beside you,
There’s an emptiness I cannot hide.
No tenderness, no feeling valued,
Just another piece of me that slowly died.
You hurt me, then you sleep in peace,
While your words keep running through my head.
By morning you expect the old me,
Like you never said the things you said.
And I’m ashamed that I stayed so long,
Angry at myself for holding on.
I kept believing you would finally see
That loving someone shouldn’t make them lose who they used to be.
Pre-Chorus
You say you’re only being honest,
But honesty doesn’t have to destroy.
Love shouldn’t make me feel worthless,
Or make me afraid you’ll walk out the door.
Chorus
I don’t feel you anymore,
I think you finally broke what I was fighting for.
I used to cry, I used to beg,
Used to wait for you to love me again.
Now I’m standing here so numb,
Wondering what I have become.
I wanted love, affection, something real,
But you taught my heart how not to feel.
I don’t hate you, I’m just tired to my core…
I just don’t feel you anymore.
Bridge
Maybe my silence isn’t weakness.
Maybe there’s nothing left to say.
Maybe I got tired of explaining
Why your words hurt me this way.
You wanted me to prove I cared
While threatening to disappear.
But who was holding onto me
Through every lonely night and tear?
You said I had no value…
But maybe you were wrong.
Because somewhere underneath this pain,
There’s still a woman standing strong.
Final Chorus
I don’t feel you anymore,
And that’s the part that scares me more
Than all the nights I cried alone,
Feeling unwanted in my own home.
I wanted your arms, I wanted your heart,
Not words designed to tear me apart.
I wanted to matter, I wanted to feel
A love that was gentle, safe, and real.
So if you wake tomorrow
And pretend everything’s okay,
Don’t ask me why I’m different—
You pushed my heart away.
I’m not begging anymore.
I’m not fightin