got a headache.
but i dont feel my heart break.
fragments of what is called calm, provoke an arch of dislodged.
wheres my spark of movitation?
maybe i sold it all to temptation.
an augmantation.
i wanted a small simulation of my well be held patience.
Created some infliction of indifference.
Riding on a pivot of "i deserve this".
Stern voices remind me without intising.
But i feel the violence.
Earth spurn up an idealogy through simple living.
Created the moment of ignoring.
but trust reaps, and a another voice seeps.
I try to creak, yet the door was closed before it even opened.
they call me different because i have a foot in it.
they call it the grave, because im always at stake.
but this is what i take.
I lie wide awake about things i cannot change.