want to fuel, want to stay with sanity.
planning out a little memory, simple rememering.
Adding a spark, fire cascading around my heart.
Trying to translate the re takes, Spits ash right into my face.
place up a bit of grace, repeating the mantra of save me.
Going weak.
Small squeaks.
Long weeks.
Dismol days with no meek.
Kept adding in more fog, didnt see how the flexible weighs hard.
Wept a thousand yards, Exploding shards of energy, right back at my feet.
Kick them over yonder into pondering.
The more I ran, I found the gem.
The clem to reality, soft telling.
But limbs started yelling, Organs started ripping.
Stripping my ego down into a mortal being.
I am the human I breathe.
Picking up the ashes, The small fragments, the patent toward myself.
I somehow dont escape hell, but I always live it out.
Motions of doubt crowd.
I tried to shroud a sound of light upon the plight.
Carries the weight of a molocule, the more i add, the more it holds.
Still cant out build the pain though.
Just a small shitshow called my body, mind and souls home.
What ever though.
The shine of the gem from within, keeps the patterns of sedimental thin. Need a new spin. This ones got sin. A dim outlook on reality, instictual priorities, sensing the minority and catastrophe, Magnifying and classifying the events as evidence toward why being pissed is a small kiss. A bit more wit, Thimble with ideas till it hits.
Classic move to improve, yet it also ruins the mood. Food for thought, create a pause. Moment to lock and load. Aim it to the one above, Have the clause fit like a glove.
Rocks to dust, Pulled and thrown.
Pearl and diamond broken to none.
Down into crumbs.
Becomes undone.
In the wave of oceans, another stone opens.
