Is It Toxic?

When you start having friendships, you think that you’re going to trust in that friendship for a while but then later they start to turn on you

When you’re a little kid, you don’t know how bad or good the friendship journey might take you how it bonds you with someone else that you thought you were safe with, but when you’re now when your much older

You now realize its

Toxic

They listen through your struggles every pain that you’re feeling or every struggle with then they turn it around and blackmail with you with it.

They gaslight you and you’re stung with confusion, fear almost if you try to reason with them, but yet they only want to hear what they want to hear what they want to do to make how they see the friendship in their eyes

Why is it toxic in every relationship? Any friendship that is the most dear to you and they treat you like you are nothing to them

But to them, it’s not toxic in their eyes you are the most toxic one to them and yet you’re still confused of why would they treat you like this and why you trusted them for so long to end up in hurt

I still find it so difficult when you trust and bond with someone you thought was a friend to you, but in the end you’ll end up with a lot of resentment and regret towards them

Did they understand that they were toxic or do they just want to tell them to themselves that you were the toxic one in the relationship?