Lost in Awareness

In the mirror, I see the changes,

Thought I'd find peace in the ranges.

But the more I know, the less I feel,

Caught in a web that's all too real.

I've become so self-aware, got a front-row seat,

Life's a faded picture, but I'm stuck on repeat.

Over-analyzing every word, every sigh,

In this endless loop, I wonder why.

Can't even be mad, 'cause I understand,

Behind every smile lies an unseen hand.

Can't even be sad; I know the game,

Life's kinda absurd, but who's to blame?

Oh, I thought awareness would open my eyes,

Bring color to life, but now the gray lies.

I'm numb in this chaos, with thoughts in a swirl,

Wishing to feel again, to dance with the world.

Caught in the silence of knowing too much,

Yearning for warmth, for the thrill of a touch.

Memories fade, like distant echoes,

In a heart once alive, now nobody knows.

Can't even be mad, 'cause I get the score,

But I crave a connecti[Intro]

In the mirror, I see the changes,

Thought I'd find peace in the ranges.

But the more I know, the less I feel,

Caught in a web that's all too real.

I've become so self-aware, got a front-row seat,

Life's a faded picture, but I'm stuck on repeat.

Over-analyzing every word, every sigh,

In this endless loop, I wonder why.

Can't even be mad, 'cause I understand,

Behind every smile lies an unseen hand.

Can't even be sad; I know the game,

Life's kinda absurd, but who's to blame?

Oh, I thought awareness would open my eyes,

Bring color to life, but now the gray lies.

I'm numb in this chaos, with thoughts in a swirl,

Wishing to feel again, to dance with the world.

Caught in the silence of knowing too much,

Yearning for warmth, for the thrill of a touch.

Memories fade, like distant echoes,

In a heart once alive, now nobody knows.

Can't even be mad, 'cause I get the score,

But I crave a connection, can I feel anymore?

Can't even be sad, just stuck in the grind,

Searching for meaning I can’t seem to find.

Oh, I thought awareness would open my eyes,

Bring color to life, but now the gray lies.

I'm numb in this chaos, with thoughts in a swirl,

Wishing to feel again, to dance with the world.

Take me back to the days when I felt so alive,

When the highs were electric, every moment would thrive.

Now I'm haunted by visions I can’t seem to shake,

Just whispering secrets of the life I could make.

Oh, I thought awareness would open my eyes,

Bring color to life, but now the gray lies.

I'm numb in this chaos, with thoughts in a swirl,

Wishing to feel again, to dance with the world.

So I’ll close my eyes and dream for a while,

In hopes that tomorrow brings back my smile.

Let me unlearn the burdens, give me a chance,

To feel too much, to fall into the dance.