Hold Me Together

There were nights I couldn’t breathe

Heart on the floor, hands on my knees

Trying to make sense of the mess I made

And the weight I couldn’t outrun or escape

I didn’t call, I didn’t pray

Didn’t think You’d want me that way

But somehow in the quiet of it all

I felt something when I should’ve felt the fall

No, I don’t have the words

No, I don’t have the proof

But I’ve felt something real

And I know it wasn’t me pulling through

Something’s been holding me together

When I should’ve come undone

Through the storm and through the pressure

I was never the only one

Call it hope or something better

I just know where I’ve been

Every time I hit my breaking

Something pulls me back again

I don’t know how to explain it

I just know it’s true

Something’s been holding me together

And I think it might be You

I’ve been lost in my own head

Said some things I wish I never said

Turned my back, walked my own way

Still You never walked away

And I don’t understand that kind of grace

Why I’m still standing in this place

But every road I thought would lead to the end

Somehow led me back again

No, I don’t have it figured out

I still question everything

But I’ve felt peace in the middle of doubt

And that’s enough for me

Something’s been holding me together

When I should’ve come undone

Through the storm and through the pressure

I was never the only one

Call it hope or something better

I just know where I’ve been

Every time I hit my breaking

Something pulls me back again

I don’t know how to explain it

I just know it’s true

Something’s been holding me together

And I think it might be You

I didn’t earn it, didn’t deserve it

Still it never let me go

In the silence, in the hurting

I was never on my own

Maybe I don’t have the answers

Maybe I don’t need to

If love keeps showing up like this

Then I already know the truth

Something’s been holding me together

Every time I almost break

Through the chaos, through the weather

Through every single mistake

Call it faith or call it whatever

I don’t need the proof

I’ve felt it in my darkest moments

And I know it carried me through

I don’t know how to explain it

But I know it’s true

Something’s been holding me together…

And I know it’s You

Yeah… I know it’s You