You Still Want Me

I don’t know how to start this

It’s been a while since I tried

I used to talk to You like breathing

Now I’m careful with every line

I thought my faith was steady

But I was only standing still

Then life came in and shook me

And I didn’t know how to feel

Now I’m here in the silence

Too afraid to call Your name

If You still want me

If I’m not too far gone

If grace is still reaching

When everything feels wrong

If I didn’t break it

If mercy still remains

Then meet me in this moment

Don’t turn away

I was angry, I admit it

Didn’t care what lines I crossed

I burned the words I once believed in

When I felt like You were lost

And no one knows that version

I keep hidden deep inside

But it finds me in the quiet

When there’s nowhere left to hide

And I don’t know if You see me

The same way You did before

Do You still want me

Even after all that?

After running, after breaking

Things I can’t take back

Is grace still reaching

Or did I go too far?

Would You meet me in the middle

Of where I am?

I hear You in the silence

Calling out my name

Saying I was never lost

You never walked away

You don’t keep a record

You don’t change Your mind

Even in my worst moments

Your love still finds me

You still want me

I’m not too far gone

Grace is still reaching

Even when I’m wrong

I didn’t break it

Mercy still remains

You meet me in this moment

You don’t turn away

So I’ll come as I am

Not who I was before

If You still want me

I’m Yours