Life is Beautiful

You all know the song by Lil Peep (life is beautiful)

Yeah I get that song now

My father got told he only has 2 years.. left to live

He’s had 5 strokes, yes he is still here…

But he died in the inside

I don’t recognize my own father anymore

I miss his old laughs, I miss how we used to get get along all the time

I miss being funny with him

I miss him being him

These strokes play such a horrific game on my father

…I still love you dad, even though you aren’t the same no more

Dad I still appreciate everything you’ve done for me, everything you were able to teach me

I wished I could’ve been a better son

Mom had us living in such tragedy, I remember as a kid you built a room to live in the garage to get away from her

Mom you abused me, you told me such cruel words and phrases, but why did you choose to leave one day before my 13th birthday

I feel as I lost my family…

I have no one who truly understands me no more

No one truly understands me no more