Someone Be There For Me Soon

I feel a lot better, at the same time though I’m still depressed

I live with so many regrets

I just want to be good enough for someone out there, but here I am all alone in my home

I feel a lot better, but the thoughts of dying alone eats me alive

I’m so sick of feeling this way, but the rejections put me at a all time low

Why does nobody want me?

I just want one person to treat me like I’m their world

I ask God a thousand times or so, but I never get an answer.

God why don’t you give me an answer, you too don’t love me?

I just want one genuine hug

One genuine “I love you”

One genuine “I care about you”

Why god why can’t I ever feel good enough

I’m in so much pain all the time

God I pray to you, can you please just answer me one time somehow sometime soon

I’m sorry for my past mistakes

I’m sorry for everything I’ve done wrong

I’m sorry for hiding myself away at my all time low

Will someone, anyone give me a hug

I never even had one genuine hug, not even from my mom

I just want to be good enough, but at this point I just don’t know

Will someone please be there for me sometime soon?…