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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Mug on the stove
I let the kettle scream
Phone on the floor
Too scared to read the screen
You say I’m “too much”
I say I’m “barely here”
Same room every day
Switching between calm and fear
[Chorus]
I’m up
I’m down
I’m gone
I’m back (hey)
Love you
Hate me
Lose the track
Tell me
Is it me or the weather in my head?
Heart so loud
Then sudden mute
Halo
Horns
Same black suit
Living with a storm that never really ends
(borderline weather again)
[Verse 2]
Laugh till I choke
Then I’m on the floor
You touch my hand
I’m asking if you’re sure
Build you a throne
Then burn the whole thing down
Beg you to stay
While I push you out of town
[Chorus]
I’m up
I’m down
I’m gone
I’m back
Love you
Hate me
Lose the track
Tell me
Is it me or the weather in my head?
Heart so loud
Then sudden mute
Halo
Horns
Same black suit
Living with a storm that never really ends
(borderline weather again)
[Bridge]
I’m tired of apologizing
For the way my colors bleed
I swear I see the exit sign
Then I circle back to need
If you hold me for a minute
Can we stretch it to tonight?
I don’t need an easy answer
Just a hand inside this fight (oh)
[Chorus]
I’m up
I’m down
I’m gone
I’m back
Love you
Hate me
Same old track
Tell me
Is it me or the weather in my head?
Heart so loud
Then sudden mute
Halo
Horns
Same black suit
Living with a storm that never really ends
(borderline weather again, again)
Details
GeneratedApr 6, 2026
Duration3:26
LanguageEnglish
Style
Moody alt-pop with male vocals; verse sits over sparse piano and distant reverb-soaked drums, then a sudden lift into a wide, anthemic chorus with layered harmonies and pulsing bass. Bridge strips back to near a cappella over subtle pads before a final, bigger hook with raw ad-libs and a long, trailing reverb tail.
Credits
Prompt by
NickDABeats123
NickDABeats123ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
DEPRESSION, BPD
