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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Haven’t slept in four damn days
Ceiling cracks all spell my name
Every shadow knows my shame
They keep score
I keep breathing
Phone on loud
But it stays mute
Watch it glow
Then I lose you
Every ping feels like a bruise
Like a warning I keep reading
[Chorus]
Monsters in my head
They don’t play fair
Tell me if you leave
I’ll disappear
Screaming that I’m too much
Not enough
Misfit
Messed up
Tearing at the walls til they all give up
Monsters in my head
They don’t fight clean
Turn my worst nights into bad dreams
But I’m still here
Still here
Still here
With the monsters in my head beside me
[Verse 2]
I rehearse you walking out
Every fight
A funeral now
Say you’re “fine
” I taste the doubt
Like metal on my tongue
Every hug feels like a cliff
Hold on tight or I might slip
Who could ever love like this?
Burning hot then going numb
[Chorus]
Monsters in my head
They don’t play fair
Tell me if you leave
I’ll disappear
Screaming that I’m too much
Not enough
Misfit
Messed up
Tearing at the walls til they all give up
Monsters in my head
They don’t fight clean
Turn my worst nights into bad dreams
But I’m still here
Still here
Still here
With the monsters in my head beside me
[Bridge]
Some days I’m a loaded word
Some days I’m the walking hurt
But I write my name in dirt
Watch it fade
Then write it louder (louder)
If my heart’s a swinging door
I’ll bolt it to my ribs once more
I’m cracked
I’m scarred
I’m sore
But I’m still reaching forward (hey)
[Chorus]
Monsters in my head
They don’t play fair
Tell me if you leave
I’ll disappear
Screaming that I’m too much
Not enough
Misfit
Messed up
Tearing at the walls til they all give up
Monsters in my head
They don’t fight clean
Turn my worst nights into bad dreams
But I’m still here
Still here
Still here
Yeah I’m still here
Still here
Still here
With the monsters in my head beside me
Details
GeneratedApr 6, 2026
Duration3:34
LanguageEnglish
Style
Dark alt-pop with male vocals; intimate piano and distant, detuned bells in the verses, then a heavy, cinematic trap beat slams in for the chorus. Sub-bass swells and filtered drums create a suffocating pulse; chorus opens wide with stacked, anguished harmonies and distorted vocal doubles. Bridge strips to fragile keys and a single heartbeat kick, then final hook returns louder with saturated, almost broken vocal to feel cathartic and raw.
Credits
Prompt by
NickDABeats123
NickDABeats123ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
DEPRESSION, monsters in my head, fear of abandonment, suicidal, trauma, , BPD
