Borderline Weather

Mug on the stove

I let the kettle scream

Phone on the floor

Too scared to read the screen

You say I’m “too much”

I say I’m “barely here”

Same room every day

Switching between calm and fear

I’m up

I’m down

I’m gone

I’m back (hey)

Love you

Hate me

Lose the track

Tell me

Is it me or the weather in my head?

Heart so loud

Then sudden mute

Halo

Horns

Same black suit

Living with a storm that never really ends

(borderline weather again)

Laugh till I choke

Then I’m on the floor

You touch my hand

I’m asking if you’re sure

Build you a throne

Then burn the whole thing down

Beg you to stay

While I push you out of town

I’m up

I’m down

I’m gone

I’m back

Love you

Hate me

Lose the track

Tell me

Is it me or the weather in my head?

Heart so loud

Then sudden mute

Halo

Horns

Same black suit

Living with a storm that never really ends

(borderline weather again)

I’m tired of apologizing

For the way my colors bleed

I swear I see the exit sign

Then I circle back to need

If you hold me for a minute

Can we stretch it to tonight?

I don’t need an easy answer

Just a hand inside this fight (oh)

I’m up

I’m down

I’m gone

I’m back

Love you

Hate me

Same old track

Tell me

Is it me or the weather in my head?

Heart so loud

Then sudden mute

Halo

Horns

Same black suit

Living with a storm that never really ends

(borderline weather again, again)