My friend darkness

Hello darkness it’s been a long time since we spoke but here we are again,

You know out of everyone who says they are you’ve been my only friend,

People say I should just shut up and stop showing the tears,

So I do.. I mask the pain inside because it seems no one cares,

Deep inside I am just a complete wreck,

If we are talking broken than I’m titanic,

I sank when i have been calling out danger,

The sadness iceberg hit because you’re no stranger,

Sadness you have been a long time friend let’s hook up again,

Sadness you really wanna see me hurting see it all end,

Sadness can I have a break from you I need one that is not even a lie,

Sadness please leave me alone, I want to be happy I don’t want to die,

If not..

I guess this is.. goodbye

Why does it always seem that I am not heard and when I am I talk to much,

Why is it that does it always seem I can’t say my words right and I just shut up,

Is that because you wanted this from me to be sad so I can’t ever see a smile,

Well of course the last time you left me it has been quite a while,

It is a sad thought knowing the only thing that listens is my tears

It’s a sad feeling that even though I want to smile it’s what I fear,

I guess one day I may be able to smile but I must confess,

That it seems my only friend that has still been there was Darkness