[Intro – quiet, distant, almost like a voice note]
I don’t even know how to come to You
After everything…
But I’m here
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[Verse 1]
I’ve been livin’ like I don’t need grace
Like I got control, like I know my place
But the truth is I’m slippin’ fast
Every “right step” just don’t last
I keep runnin’ back to the same damn sins
Same old fight that I never win
Built this cage with my own two hands
Now I’m beggin’ You—please understand
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[Pre-Chorus]
I ain’t clean, I ain’t strong, I ain’t whole
I’m just tired of carryin’ this soul
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[Chorus]
Jesus save me, I’m fallin’ fast
I don’t wanna be chained to my past
Every scar, every lie I became
I’m so tired of this weight and shame
Jesus take me, I’m on my knees
I ain’t got nothin’ but this plea
If Your mercy still reaches down
Don’t let me drown
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[Verse 2]
I’ve said words I can’t take back now
Left people hurt, I don’t even know how
Turned my back when I knew what’s right
Now I’m stuck in this endless fight
Every night it’s a war in my head
Every thought like a voice from the dead
Tellin’ me I’m too far gone
That I waited way too long
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[Pre-Chorus 2 – more intense]
But if You’re still there on the other side
I’m screamin’ through all this pride
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[Chorus – bigger]
Jesus save me, I’m breakin’ down
Lost my way and I can’t be found
I’ve been runnin’ till I can’t breathe
Now I’m beggin’ You—rescue me
Jesus take me, I’m givin’ in
I don’t wanna live like this again
If Your grace is as strong as they say
Don’t turn away
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[Bridge – melodic, vulnerable]
If You can hear me through the noise
Through the wreckage of my voice
Through the mess that I became
Still callin’ out Your name
I don’t need a perfect start
Just meet me where I fell apart
Right here in the dirt and pain
Say I’m not too far to change
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[Breakdown – slow, crushing, spaced delivery]
Take… this… weight
Take… this… hate
I don’t want it anymore
Break… me… down
Turn… me… around
I can’t be this anymore
Rip it out—everything in me
That keeps me chained, won’t let me breathe
I’m done fightin’ on my own
I don’t wanna die alone
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[Final Chorus – full intensity, layered vocals]
Jesus save me, hear me now
I don’t care if I gotta bow
I’ve been prideful, I’ve been blind
Now I’m layin’ down my life
Jesus take me, I’m all Yours
Kickin’ down these locked doors
If You want me, here I stand
Not clean—but I’m in Your hands
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[Outro – stripped back, exhausted]
If You’re still listenin’…
I’m still here
