[VERSE 1]
[SLOW TEMPO] [MELANCHOLY] [BROODING]
You came home smellin' like somebody else's sin
I swallowed down the truth & let you back in
Midnight to five, same road, same lie
I waited up every time wonderin' why
Mama's house first, then whoever paid
You built a life on every bed you made
The voices screamed your name from noon til three
But the loudest thing you did was lie to me
[CHORUS 1]
[BUILDING TEMPO] [COLD ANGER] [INTENSE]
I'm sick of you, sicka yew
Sicka the storms you made me walk through
Sicka the ghost you let him turn me to
Done with the maze, done with the bruise
Sicka yew
[VERSE 2]
[SLOW TEMPO] [MELANCHOLY] [BROODING]
You handed me a plaque like it was sacred ground
Something stolen off a shelf you found
"I'd choose you again" — you said it straight faced
Left me the next morning without a trace
Four months along & you wore my name
Let me love a child that never came
Crystal clear now what the meth erased
A brilliant mind gone, & nothing replaced
[CHORUS 2]
[SLOW TEMPO] [NUMB] [HOLLOW] [MELANCHOLY]
I'm sick of you, sicka yew
Felt nothing when the last wall fell through
Watched you choose the needle over true
Nothin' left to feel, nothin' left to lose
Sicka yew
[BRIDGE]
[SLOW TEMPO] [RAW] [EMOTIONAL] [BUILDING]
I stayed when anybody else would've walked
Loved you through the chaos, through the fractured talk
Through every midnight, every stolen thing
Through the kind of hurt that leaves a permanent sting
But the real you finally showed her face
And all that love just couldn't find its place
[CHORUS 3]
[SLOW TEMPO] [COLD] [FINAL] [RESOLUTE]
I'm sick of you, sicka yew
Ain't a single ghost of me that misses you
Closed the book, turned the page, and I'm through
Don't say your name, don't need to
Sicka yew
[OUTRO]
[FADING TEMPO] [MELANCHOLY] [RELEASE] [BITTERSWEET]
Sicka, you're a closed door now
No storm, no maze, no reason, no vow
I survived the wreckage you left behind
I'm Sicka yew — and I'm finally fine
Erik_Briley
