[Intro][trap]
They say
Eventually,
everybody leaves me
Doesn't need me
Abandons me
Leavin me lonely
& probably
Understandably
It's highly likely
cos of my unbelievably
Difficult personality
I'm in solitary
& could be
Why, no 1
comes 2 see me
Or text me
Why, nobody stops by
Or asks why
I sit alone & get high..
[Hook][gritty female][d&b metal]
So
Trust me, it's better off to be
Alone than with someone still feeling lonely
Left with only
Thoughts of insanity
Self profanity
I'm a freak
Too unique
But at least alone you're free to be & do what you wanna do, fully.
Haha BOOM!
That's why, actually
Go be a freak or weird cos that's exactly
What will make you happy
Fuck yes now i see
This whole time I could have been free
To be
Authentically me
[Verse 2][raspy female trap]
Its like noone likes me
They just ghost or uninvite me
Makes me wonder exactly
Is it real when they chill with me
Or am I just paranoid in suspecting
Detecting
Am I in denial or my minds lying,
To myself or to them - I'm not tryin
Seriously tho
I just wanna know
Why they ignore me
Cos 2 seconds ago they sayin they adore me
Go on say it to my face & be
honest I can handle it you'll see
So I might get angry
Or cry just dont yell at me
Ok
Just talk, real talk no shit or Whatever
Who cares what they say its never
True
So Fuck off with that bull
Dint take their words over mine fool!
Guess now I know who
Has my back for real & it aint you
[Dramatic bassline]
that's what I said at the very beginning
See what did I say, no God damn way of winning,
Nobody ends up happy & grinning
It's always you who loses the last inning
[Hook]
[Bridge][haunting husky female][build][metal violin riff]
I could make it way more fun
& at least this way I didn't become
Just another one,
Of those, "generic Jane's"
It can actually be shit being someone who breaks chains
& has brains
Who does things a little strange
That's the reason I'm here alone others outra range n hate change
So
Fuck them all anyway
Guess it means ill have to find some other way
& suck it up cos it's okay
Being alone, on my own, Monday to Sunday all day everyday
Yea that's the kick
The choice is to pick
Between truly me or be a dick
Be Alone or own a clique
But actual, straight up, I'd rather not
Deal with the shit who's hot or not
It's not worth my sanity I don't give a fuck if I lost my spot
As your bestie on snap or tik tok
I'm pretty good by myself over here
Least now I don't have to share
My gin or whisky or wine or beer
Fuck yea more for me
Aw watch me shed a tear
[Outro][dark rave]
Wow ya know what else they say everywhere,
That life is short & it is what it is
So Murphys law & irony can give my ass a little kiss
I know for sure Karma has my back in all this
I just gotta mind my own business
And live
And play,
Laugh, Dance, cry & grow old & Grey.
[Outro]
& maybe thats actually why that's the thing "they say"
I get it now - haha okay - thank fuck that eventually everyone will leave me some day.
Might get some peace fucken yay
WorldsDrone08
