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Verse 1

I used pain ’cause it worked so fast.

’Cause it drowned out the weight of the past.

I called it coping. I called it control.

Never asked what it took from my soul.

Chorus.

Now I’m learning how to stop.

Before I make it worse.

Learning how to sit with it.

Let it hurt before it bursts.

I don’t win it every time.

But I don’t fall the same.

Verse 2

The urge still shows up now and then.

Like muscle memory under my skin.

I notice it. I breathe it through.

I let it pass. Don’t let it choose.

Outro.

I’m not whole yet.

But I’m holding on.

I don’t need a miracle.

Just another dawn.