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Verse 1
 I used pain ’cause it worked so fast.
 ’Cause it drowned out the weight of the past.
 I called it coping. I called it control.
 Never asked what it took from my soul.
Chorus.
 Now I’m learning how to stop.
 Before I make it worse.
 Learning how to sit with it.
 Let it hurt before it bursts.
 I don’t win it every time.
 But I don’t fall the same.
Verse 2
 The urge still shows up now and then.
 Like muscle memory under my skin.
 I notice it. I breathe it through.
 I let it pass. Don’t let it choose.
Outro.
 I’m not whole yet.
 But I’m holding on.
 I don’t need a miracle.
 Just another dawn.

rock, metal, hard rock, punk