[Verse 1]
You said you were "just curious"
You said you "needed to escape"
But you were only thirteen in that bathroom stall
Already carving out your fate
You traded in your science books
For tiny bags and bigger lies
I watched your bedroom turn to a waiting room
With empty bottles
Faded eyes
[Pre-Chorus]
How do you grow up
When you cut out half your life
How do you call it love
When I'm just cleaning up your nights
[Chorus]
I'm not dating your addiction
I'm not saving you again
You keep chasing that collision
Crash and call it medicine
You were thirteen in the bathroom
Now you're buried in your head
I won't be your babysitter
While you practice being dead
[Verse 2]
I met your dealer more than your mom
Knew her car more than your face
You missed my birthday
Missed our plans
You never missed another taste
You said
"This stuff just makes me float"
You said
"At least I feel awake"
But I was drowning in your apathy
Treading water in your wake
[Pre-Chorus]
How do you grow up
When your timeline's cracked in two
I'm not your past
I'm not your parent
I'm just done choosing you
[Chorus]
I'm not dating your addiction
I'm not saving you again
You keep chasing that collision
Crash and call it medicine
You were thirteen in the bathroom
Now you're buried in your head
I won't be your babysitter
While you practice being dead
[Bridge]
Thirteen lines in the bathroom (hey!)
Turned to years you can't get back
I loved the kid you could have been
Not the ghost inside this act
[Chorus]
I'm not dating your addiction
I'm not saving you again
You keep chasing that collision
Crash and call it medicine
You were thirteen in the bathroom
Now I'm finally cutting loose
Take your past and take your poison
'Cause my future's not with you