Tired of me

Verse 1
I wake up heavy. Same thoughts on repeat.
Arguing with mirrors. Dragging my feet.
I know all my flaws like the back of my hand.
I am tired of myself. Do not know who I am.
Every promise I make feels easy to break.
Every smile I fake is another mistake.
I hear my own voice and I want to turn it down.
I am worn out just being around.
Pre-Chorus
I try to explain but the words come out wrong.
I have been stuck in this place for way too long.
Chorus
I am tired of me. Yeah I know it is true.
And my dad says he is tired of me too.
He said everyone is tired of me acting this way.
Like I choose to be lost. Like I want to stay.
I carry that sentence around in my head.
Everyone is tired of you. That is what he said.
I am tired of me. And it hurts to see.
I am not the only one who is tired of me.
Verse 2
I see it in his eyes when I walk in the room.
That look that says you have to change soon.
I know he is frustrated. Maybe scared.
But it feels like I am too much to be repaired.
I do not need fixing. I need some air.
But it is hard to breathe when nobody is there.
I am screaming quietly hoping they will hear.
Silence is loud when you are drowning in fear.
Chorus
I am tired of me. Yeah I know it is true.
And my dad says he is tired of me too.
He said everyone is tired of me acting this way.
Like I wake up each day just to push them away.
I carry that sentence around in my head.
Everyone is tired of you. That is what he said.
I am tired of me. And it hurts to see.
I am not the only one who is tired of me.
Bridge
Maybe I am broken. Maybe I am bruised.
Maybe I am just someone still confused.
If I could change fast I swear I would.
I am trying my best even when misunderstood.
I do not want to be this weight anymore.
I do not want to feel like a closed door.
I am tired yeah but I am still here.
Still hoping someone sees I care.
Outro
I am tired of me but I am holding on.
Even when it feels like everything is gone.
I am tired of me. That part is real.
But I am not done trying to heal.

pop, rock,alternative rock, punk