Almost forever

This sucks…

I wish things were different

Me too…

Just know I’ll always love you!

Falling through the cracks of right and wrong

Hoping how I’m feeling don’t scare you off

Should I fight or just let it be?

Torn between the thought of you and losing me

Holding onto hope that only we can see

Telling myself that we’re meant to be

Even if the timing feels all wrong

I keep finding reasons to hold on

Even if your arms are where I’ll never be

I’ll be the shadow in your memories

Loving you in silence, endlessly

But hoping in the end

Its you and me

I’ve been telling myself for the past few nights

To move on, to stop rewinding what we were like

I hate that I still reach when there’s nothing to hold

Like I’m chasing warmth in something already cold

Now here I am, and there you are

The both of us, just worlds apart

So close I feel you in my veins

But distance only feeds the pain

We dance around what we both know

Say too much, then let it go

Every glance just pulls me in

To something we can’t give in

Like time already made the rules

But you’re the person i don’t want to lose

I’ve been telling myself for the past few nights

To move on, to stop rewinding what we were like

I hate that I still reach when there’s nothing to hold

Like I’m chasing warmth in something already cold

And maybe it was never ours to keep

Maybe our happy ending should stay a dream

Still I swear I felt it when you looked my way

Like we almost had forever for a day

Now I’m letting go, even if it’s slow

Even if it hurts more than you’ll ever know

If I was meant to love you in the end

Ill still feel you in every “what could’ve been”

So I’ll keep you where you stay in my mind

Not close enough to reach, but hard to leave behind

If we were just a moment passing through

I’m glad that moment still looked like you