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Pinch my skin and pull me in

Make me feel like nowhere else exists

Touch my shoulder, bite my lip

Let’s get ahead of ourselves just for a weekend

Unbutton my shirt and I’ll take off your jacket

Goddamn it feels so cold in this place

Touch my skin as I’m within you

And wake up feeling it’s not exciting, no

Every night

And every day

I lay patiently waiting to feel

Something

Then a pain in my chest

Is followed by this pain in my head

And all I can feel is

Disgusting

All I can feel is

Disgusting, disgusting, disgusting

Pull my hair as I hold on your hips

Let’s pretend that no one is watching, oh

Whisper dirty words in my ear as we slip

Straight out the back and to your hotel room

Fingers through your hair as you show a little skin

Goddamn I feel a fire within me

Listen to the pleasure as we wear away your bedsprings

Just to finish and not feel it’s exciting

Cos it didn’t mean anything

And

Every night

And every day

I lay patiently waiting to feel

Something

Then a pain in my chest

Is followed by this pain in my head

And all I can feel is

Disgusting

All I can feel is

Disgusting, disgusting, disgusting

All that I can feel is disgusting

My lips are numb and so is my tongue

Goddamn what I would give to feel nothing

All that I can feel is disgusting

Our clothes all over the floor

Goddamn what I would give to feel nothing

Goddamn what I would give

To leave my clothes on her floor and have it mean something

Cos

Every night

And every day

I lay patiently waiting to feel

Something

Then a pain in my chest

Is followed by this pain in my head

And all I can feel is

Disgusting

All I can feel is

Disgusting