Loved Me

I thought you love me, i thought you want me, but then you left me, your past is haunting

No it’s not enough, what you put me through it hurt, girl

All the pain I felt from you was prolly worse than birth, girl

I needed real emotions, you were faker than some turf, girl

You made me feel like I had no self-worth girl

Oh well, I guess life goes on

I need to look past you and just move on

It’s harder than it sounds, though, was attached to you

Like an umbilical cord but now I’m mad at you

Or am I sad for you? For leaving me

Im a perfect person, you mistreated me, you never greeted me

You always seemed to be, a little mean to me

Now our relationship deceased

You did this girl, it’s your fault, it’s all yours

Locked me out your life, like a vault, walked out the door

You crashed my life like the waves do on the shore

You a whore, I can’t support you no more

I don’t understand your motivation

Was your goal to have me reach peak frustration?

Was your goal to play me like a playstation

I tried to remain by you side and stay patient

But you left tho, I’m left alone

You just ditched me, I’m on my own

I thought you love me, i thought you want me, but then you left me, your past is haunting

I close my eyes, you're by my side

All the tears I cried have dried

So please come back and stay with me

You don’t ever have to leave

I didn’t mean to do you wrong

I didn’t mean to blow you off

So please come back and lay with me

I need you to be with me

I just wanna be with you

Make all of your dreams come true

But she says no way, the past is already done

And I say okay, but maybe there’s a rerun

I’m sorry, but I did what I did

I didn’t know you’d get up and split

If I only knew the outcome I’da changed and shit

I wear your heart on my sleeve, I’m chained with it

I don’t ever want you to leave again

I thought you love me, i thought you want me, but then you left me, your past is haunting