Let's touch base.
Am I'm just a head case?
My saving grace.
Put a pillow over my face.
Just put me outta my misery.
I can't control my brain chemistry.
Can't fix myself.
Might need some help.
What else,
Can I say....
I'm certainly not okay.
Being told to take this pill.
You just need to chill.
Here's the doctor's bill.
That's your diagnosis.
A little psychosis.
Why does life have to be so hard?
Had to stop driving the car.
In the end, what's my reward?
Other than not being able to travel very far.
At home I stay.
Unable to stray.
Maybe, it's best for everyone else on the road
Anyway.
How do I feel?
Are you for real?
But just in case...
Put a pillow over my face.
Just put me outta my misery.
I can't control my brain chemistry.
Can't seem to fix myself.
I think I might need some help.
What else,
Can I say....
I'm certainly not okay.
Muscle aches.
My whole body vibrates.
You're thinking maybe I've made some kinda mistake.
Maybe, it's just something you've ate?
What will it take?
To prove I'm not just being fake.
Nothing else compares,
To climbing up and down the stairs.
Trying to make my legs go.
But they act like they don't know.
What are stairs?
Who even cares?
You see?
Not me.
Wondering if and when I will fall?
As I walk on down the hall.
You wouldn't believe,
The Fatigue.
It's in a whole other league.
I just want some sleep.
Melatonin ain't that cheap.
Guess, I'll have to buy it off the streets-
Sometimes, I want to hit delete.
Cause, my life feels like it's on repeat.
Here take this pill.
And here's your doctor's bill.
Just put a pillow over my face.
I'm starting to believe,
That maybe He,
Could be right.
I might,
Really be a head case.
Like they thought in the first place.
I consider, am I lying to myself?
Could I be making up these things about my health.
Just adding to these doctor's wealth.
Everytime I reach out for help.
I can't understand why I'm so sick.
And why the doctor is being such a dick.
They tell me that I just really need to get over it.
Never considering that lack of dopamine could be the culprit.
Parkinson's disease?
I feel that I was so nieve.
Thinking that the doctor's would believe....
They always saying,
They're thinking I'm just playing...
All of your tests have come back clear.
We don't even understand why you're here.
You're too young for all of this.
See you later alligator.
You're dismissed.
I'm starting to think that I'm just crazy.
Or possibly just being lazy.
Afterwhile crocodile.
Maybe....
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