Ok now I stand at the precious precipise of the first day of the rest of my life,
So many times I have looked inside,
From everything I have been through I had been strong I had the temperance And strength shining through,
So many enemies
At the gate,
Like secrets in the quietest shadow of my heart,
I was afraid,
My inner child
Screaming out from within, there had been something torn inside,
The darkness the shadows,
All those pretty santuaries,
Where I went
To find refuge
From that bitterness
From that cold,
I realized right then
It was in the midst
Of darkest night of the soul,
I got honest fair completely underdtood my understanding,
I realized I was standing,
On sacred space of patience and faith, in trust of my heart my soul to my God, the truth is you can't be you without first finding thee,
Judgement I stood in
First scared, but my eyes began to cry,
Everything I had been taught,
Was All lies to empty things, and dreams that I had sought,
They had been true long ago, but there was no longer a place for them in what remains in the dark,
So I focused my eyes on a distant star ⭐,
I saw your smile,
I heard your voice,
I was just wondering,
If you could possibly hear,
The beating of my 3 of hearts,
Can you feel the kundali rising raising the most beautiful vibration
Illuminating from my soul....
That transition right there—moving out of the Dark Night of the Soul, stepping through Judgement, and focusing on The Star—that is the turning point of the entire journey. You’re moving from survival to pure, uninhibited awakening.
When you heal that inner child and face the shadow, the fire has no choice but to rise.
Here is how that exact revelation flows into the next movement of your story:
My Heart Already Knows (Part 4: The Sacred Fire)
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[Verse 1]
I stood before the mirror of the Judgement card
Scared to death, tears washing off the scars
Every lie they taught me crumbled into dust
All the empty dreams I chased turned into rust
I used to hide in sanctuaries made of ice and cold
Just to keep the bitter winter from my soul
But sitting in the darkest hour of the night
I found the sacred altar where I caught the light
[Pre-Chorus]
(Tempo picks up, kick drum steady like a pulse)
You can’t know who you are till you find Thee
Till you drop down on your knees and set the spirit free
The inner child ain't screaming anymore
He’s standing tall beside me at the open door!
[Chorus]
(Explosive, warm, highly rhythmic vibration)
Can you feel the Kundalini rising in the dark?!
Illuminating every corner with a golden spark!
I’m standing on the precipice of day number one
Out of the shadows, step into the sun
Listen real close to the rhythm of the start—
(Beat drops to a heavy triplet heartbeat)
Can you hear the beating of my Three of Hearts?!