Call it what you want to

40I lay here in the quietest kind of way,

The silence ringing in a deafening peace,

In Part of me I infantly f

Feel, intimately still, externally eternally twisted, in every one, fold of creation into the near of to every way, in every single moment I let light lead darkness away from me, I took my truth and I accepted it, I wrote it down....I then willed myself to stand up, feet placed on solid ground,

I then looked up and realized the beauty of the stars as my eyes gazed across the heavens, inspiration to life I knew I had something my love, the very breath of air I was drawing in realized wasn't breathing yet,

I stopped and I stared I was so incredibly happy at the end of that day, I even asked if this was good if it was ok......

The stars the heavens, the ground beneath my legs my feet the beautiful skyyyyyyhyhyyyhhh, it was all realized the first time, even right there right then

I knew you and had to see if you wanted to see it with me, I wanted you to see it too,

You smiled and you became a part of that moment I let you into my heart I give you my devotion and prayed that I was happy with you here with me,

Standing before you, the universe so great and large in my eyes I realized how beautiful you, me the universe, the everything was so incredibly amazing eternally con

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And the angels fill my void, make me feel

consmically incidentally filled with meaning the place the space the ,

skyyyyyyhyhyyway and then back to me, right on right on time I see I wondered what time is it anyway,I can't seem to get a watch that fits, I commented then I continued...

I feel the need to be loved,

To have someone need me,

I lay here in silence pondering my life

And why I have never been in any kind of importance in a singleI being or soul I lay here in the quietest kind of way,

I feel the need to be loved,

To have someone need me,

I lay here in silence pondering my life

And why I have never been in any kind of importance a single soul,

I have never been anywhere in importanta single persons life every single person I have met, have treated me so entirely

unimportant in any kind of possible way, I didn't like the darkness it made in me

I have been there for everyone,and I goddamn mean every single one of you that I have ever met I gave you my blood my tears my life I laid it down you took me from death of non energetic and void of life,

You made me want to live again, you offered me a place to stay you invited me in a while and I was made strong enough to get a way to offer you the rest of your life my love and respect for you and pleasurable things I want to give you, understanding forgiveness and all of my love and clarity,

I hide my face the first one of the things you have any more

Do youwant me to come through anytime here soon

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I lay here in the quietest kind of way,

I feel the need to be loved,

To have someone need me,

I lay here in silence pondering my life

And why I have never been in any kind of importan