I miss the sunrise in my eyes,
The way I laughed without disguise.
Days with friends, no care in sight,
The old me shining in the light.
Verse 2
I miss my memory, I miss my youth,
Thought growing up would bring the truth.
But another day just fades away,
No one to talk to, no words to say.
Pre-Chorus
A pen and paper, my only friends,
Pouring my sorrow that never ends.
I miss my fire, my motivation,
The me that laughed without hesitation.
Chorus
I wanna take back what depression took,
Find the joy that I once overlooked.
Wake up excited, ready to live,
Open my heart, let the world forgive.
I’m chasing the me I thought I lost,
No more chains, no more cost.
I’ll find my laughter, my fight, my sun,
I’ll be the me I was, the only one.
Verse 3
I miss the songs I’d sing out loud,
The way my dreams could touch the clouds.
Every moment felt like gold,
Stories with my friends retold.
Verse 4
I thought adulthood would feel like gold,
But it’s just another day, growing old.
No family, no hand to hold,
Just echoes of a story I’ve been told.
Bridge
It’s a battle, it’s a climb,
But I’m not giving up this time.
Every tear, every fall,
Is just a step toward it all.
I’ll write it down, my grief, my fight,
One word at a time, through the night.
Maybe one day, I’ll see the sun,
The girl I lost, the only one.
Chorus
I wanna take back what depression took,
Find the joy that I once overlooked.
Wake up excited, ready to live,
Open my heart, let the world forgive.
I’m chasing the me I thought I lost,
No more chains, no more cost.
I’ll find my laughter, my fight, my sun,
I’ll be the me I was, the only one.
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